Designer’s Dilemma

Whoa… Dude… That was fast…

Less than an hour ago I was getting frustrated with this thing that’s been going on in my head and in my life for a while now… no, it has nothing to do with work, no, it has nothing to do with my friends, and no, it has nothing to do with my direct family…

So why is it bothersome anyway?!? If it doesn’t have to do with these issues then why get affected still??

Because it’s slowly creeping it’s way into these three things I mentioned… heck I’m a self-centered person, as I mentioned earlier - one who finds relief in typing within this little site of mine (at least this, no one can take away), which is why I’m noticing this just now when it’s about to hit me in the face (if it hasn’t already).

Anyway, one of my best buddies recently (around 45minutes ago) gave me his unbiased opinion (since he isn’t in any way involved both directly and indirectly) about this so-called “Issue” of mine, and guess what… I Understand Now…….!!! or at the very least I think I do - which is the only thing that matters for the mean time… I can honestly say that this is the best advice that I’ve had in years……. since I’m not really the type who asks people for advice to begin with… It just so happened that I got the urge to call someone and ask for an opinion regarding this “Issue”, which turned out to be one heck of a Great Decision!!

Well, I’m not really going to elaborate much further on what this “Issue” is… but, what I will say is that I really don’t care that I didn’t get an answer regarding what to do (since I think I’m not really looking for one in the first place), just a reason why this PERSON IS DOING WHAT SHE’S DOING. A simple insight to a specific person’s way of thinking is all I’m really asking for (and that I now have)…

Either way, all I can say is that this person is one Psychotic B*tch - Reason or No Reason at all… She just wasn’t raised right that’s all - but can we really blame her for that?!? (this is me saying that it’s excuse-able)

I still think we, as human beings, always have a choice……. (this is me saying it’s not really an excuse)

Life, such a complicated thing to live, isn’t it…..?!? Big Smile

Oh and one last thing, for all of you narrow minded people out there… my message for you is that there are always two sides of a story, care to listen to the other side before you start judging, would you just please?!?

This is actually the reason why you were given a brain to begin with - USE YOUR BRAIN….

Filed under: Personal on June 11th, 2008